Long time ago, in 1936, a young navy reserve officer was called at war.
The war was a shameful, unjustified act of aggression against a poor African country.
The officer disliked the government that had brought his country to war, but it was his country, and he had sworn to serve it. He like many others did not feel that war as especially unfair, as it was, because he was a son of his times, and was taught that European countries waged war in Africa to spread civilization. So, he served with honour on war ships, escorting cargoes loaded with weapons and troops to ravage the lands of Ethiopia, in a dishonourable colonial war in decolonisation time. The British Empire was being shaken by the moral strength of a half naked Indian little bald man with eyeglasses, but did not even bother to forbid the passage of Suez to the aggressor’s ships.
So the officer’s ship did not fire one shot, and he was soon back to his already growing family.
But for a short time: only four years later, the same officer, back in the navy again, had just sorted out of a shelter after a heavy bombing in Tobruk, when an aide reached him handing a cable.
He would not have been there. For the third time in five years, the country was at war: the government he despised was allied with the barbaric Nazis, and he felt from the very beginning that it would have meant the destruction of his country.
But when he read the cable, the World War lost any importance, for he had just become father for the fourth time. He looked at the devastated battlefield, saw the sunken ships in the harbour, and mentally promised to his newborn daughter and his beloved wife that he would have survived.
Later, after he survived the war, he got to know more of the horrors and lies about the wars he had been involved in. He cursed the regime that had stained his officer’s pride sending him to loot Ethiopia and to crush democracy in Spain, and felt secretly guilty for the rest of his long life, knowing that shells and mustard gas canisters that killed and maimed Ethiopian men, women and children had been escorted by his ship for a safe passage through the Red Sea.
Half a century and two decades later, I was on another battlefield.
The war was over, but it was still working, like a bullet gone astray. The battlefield was a city so rich with different cultures that people that had none wanted to destroy them to make it “clean”.
And ten years later, people in the city were working hard to forget. Bars and nightclubs were full, and everybody smiled a lot.
Only, on the bars doors strange looking stickers forbad to bring guns inside, and in the discos tough looking bouncers asked kindly to leave “all weapons” at the wardrobe. Nobody older than ten years walked over the grass, ever. Then, in nighttime, in the suburbs, one could still hear and see assault rifles fired in the air, new graffiti on bullet riddled walls promised renewed “cleansing” or revenge for it, and the names of warlords still at large were enough to make smiles disappear, and to attract nervous glances by strangers.
Sarajevo was not a quiet town, long after the war was over.
As it’s usual, after any war, some people had become rich, very rich. Other people, most of the people, spent time and energy to not look poor, but some were too poor even to pretend.
The Roma could be seen everywhere: in elegant streets begging or asking, in the suburbs living in shanties, and in the residential areas going from a garbage bin to the next, often pulling a cart, to collect whatever was still usable or saleable.
And then there were children.
Kids so young to be mere babies, crying or singing unlikely folk songs, or playing with wrecked accordions as big as themselves, kneeled on pavements, often in the pouring rain, begging for coins that were seldom given.
I was there to photograph the life of a city that had reborn after being under siege for four years. I shot at them mercilessly with zooms, defying curses from adults guarding them.

The legend says that photographers steal their subjects’ souls, and certainly I felt like a thief.
Every time I looked back at those photos, I wondered what had ever been of those kids. No harm, but either no good has come to them from being photographed.
Today, 75 years after the navy officer’s story, the photos I shot to the little young Roma kids in Sarajevo, and to the street kids in Istanbul, are being exhibited and sold in an art gallery in New York. The proceeds will finance the foundation “Artists for Charity”, that will use them to help unfortunate children to study and be treated in their orphanage in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia.
Rest in peace, dear old captain: all debts are being paid.
“Born Brave”, from February 15th to February 20th, 2011, at Ouchi Gallery, 170 Tillary Street, Suite 507, Brooklyn, New York City, NY.
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